Go To The Mat

You have to decide if you believe He is trustworthy, which includes believing He is good and that He has your well-being in mind.  There isn’t some neutral place to stand, and your life will reflect and move in the direction of what you truly think.  If you feel unsure of your answer, or currently experience some kind of rut, please wrestle it out with Him.  Like Jacob, you may limp for the rest of your life for the struggle to know, but your dance will be victorious nonetheless if you discover that you are loved.  It is far better than spending your life on the sidelines of indecision and doubt.